I can appreciate that inner pain and external satisfaction more than you know.
Like everywhere you look, there’s something that can be better. Sometimes it’s maddening, sometimes it’s exhilarating but mostly it’s exhausting. Where does this stem from?
I reflect back on times when I don’t have that urge- mostly in the mountains, surrounded by the designs of the Father which are indeed *chefs kiss* perfect and good.
I can pin point key experiences in my life that the feeling of “it’s done”, “the debt has been paid”, “don’t worry about anymore” has been so freeing that every time the former feeling arising, I opening fight it.
Constantly fight within myself, my business, my relationships, and mostly with Andrey on where ENOUGH is enough and when the THING can and will be declared done and good.
More often than not, it’s not me that declared the thing done and good, but at the mercy of God.
Ha. All of it was good. let’s circle back-
The curse “to look and desire to make better”.
I can appreciate that inner pain and external satisfaction more than you know.
Like everywhere you look, there’s something that can be better. Sometimes it’s maddening, sometimes it’s exhilarating but mostly it’s exhausting. Where does this stem from?
I reflect back on times when I don’t have that urge- mostly in the mountains, surrounded by the designs of the Father which are indeed *chefs kiss* perfect and good.
I can pin point key experiences in my life that the feeling of “it’s done”, “the debt has been paid”, “don’t worry about anymore” has been so freeing that every time the former feeling arising, I opening fight it.
Constantly fight within myself, my business, my relationships, and mostly with Andrey on where ENOUGH is enough and when the THING can and will be declared done and good.
More often than not, it’s not me that declared the thing done and good, but at the mercy of God.
And you must trust it when it comes.
The peace in the storm.
The calm in the chaos.
Amen- thanks for sharing today.